4 THE LOVERS IN HAITI

IM TOUGHER THAN YOU THINK I AM.
I PADDLE WHEN YOU SINK.
I TUG IN THE MIDDLE OF A CIVIL WAR.
I DIG MYSELF OUT WHEN YOU'VE ALREADY BEEN BURRIED DEAD.
I CLIMB ANY OBSTACLE IM FACED WITH.
I THRIVE... AND I STRIVE... TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
BUT I AM ME AND YOU ARE YOU.
THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS I FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE SOMETHING NOT EVERYONE HAS TO DO.

Its okay to lead her on your girlfriend doesn't mind when your thoughts are in the clouds anyway. As long as she has you there at night to hold you tight, your her saving grace a pillow to sleep away the lack of affection you show her each and every day. And this is where i come in, quiet and invisible...I lack motivation to care enough to break it off yet im still your girlfriends worste nightmare- im still your fantasy


HAAAAAAAAAAAH

cold body cold thoughts

Im standing in the cold waiting for a sign... just to know if it will be okay. My ears have bled for the past year not knowing what is what or where to go. I feel lost in life so i close my eyes and take a deep breath- finally it all makes sense to me and you sweetly decay as i dream my worries away.

2010

A new decade...... what do i want to make of it?
- graduate university
- go to grad school for photography
- travel as a photo journalist
- maybe teach english as a second language
- fall in love
- pay off my student loans
- see my best friends do what they want to do with their lives
- go to italy with my family
- drink too much coffee
- run a marathon
- buy a home
- hike a lot
- be published
- sit on a roof with danielle
- write a murder mystery